Wednesday, March 18, 2009

I'm getting old...

Usually when everything falls apart on me I just dig myself deep into my training for a few days. But things have changed now, i don't know why, maybe i'm just getting old. Before i would always try to ignore, put things aside, and hope that they would either work theselves out or go away over time, not any more! I seem resolved to not put up with things like I did before.

I am who i am, i need what i need, i'm tired of peoples apologies. I want my friends to be my friends in actions not words.

Going forward i am going to surround myself with people that show me that they give a damn. I need my friends to be honest with me, no more apologies. If you have to keep apologizing then either you don't care enough to listen or I ask too much, either way I don't need the drain.

Yep, I'm getting old and grumpy!!!

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